Hallo everyone!

I have now finished exams and am now having what I thought would be a relaxing summer.. though it has turned out to be almost as much work. However, summer is being very fun and I am getting lots of stuff done and having fun times. So as to balance out good stuff with pre-empted possible emoesque rantage, I am going to create a list.



- I went to a party on Saturday with some friends and had a super fun time with much needed dressing up as a ninja and drinkage. I want to do that sort of stuff more often *nods*

- It is "Summer" soon (as in the holidays) and summer is going to be awesome-super-cool. I, hopefully, have two larp events, V festival, turning 18 and a whole raft of other party fun times. If anyone here wants to get up to stuff... they should message me

- My dad just bought, like, a million packets of Blackcurrant Jammy Dogdgers.

- After dropping German, and with no more exams, I have more time to spend with my friendsises.

I have drums and I now have more time to play them.




- I don't know what's happened recently but it's all culminated today in me feeling suddenly quite nervous/paranoid. Firstly with regards to my Mum who I can worry about even when nothing is happening specifically at that time and I probably have no other reason to worry about and when that happens I start running through hypothetical situations in my head and 'tis not good. I'm feeling a bit nervous and getting all paranoid over other, small things too.

- Secondly, I've got to that strange point I get to sometimes where I start worrying incessantly over people's opinions about me. And that's not me trying to get people to pay more attention to me or "fish for compliments" as loads of people tell me - I just really worry sometimes whether people actually want to hang around or talk to me. Gah, I should shut up. IGNORE! You guys shouldn't have to deal with my crazy



If you've read that... then you're probably a better person than me.

Will report as soon as more stuff happens.


Hazel